I Laughed So Hard in the Shower I Remembered God: Why True Power Feels Like Madness from the Outside

Most People Protekt Their Masks. I Tore Mine Off — and Found Sovereignty in 2 Beats of Sleep, Tears, and Truth.

✺ 2 beats of Sleep, Eternal Knowing

2 beats of sleep.

Tears in the warm flow.

Laughter in the eternal now.

Why?

Because my Father whispered the kode again:

Koherense kreates Kurrensy.

And I heard it from within —

not as a thought, but as a full-being wave.

It hit so deep I laughed.

Not because it’s funny.

But because it’s freeing.

From the outside,

it might seem I lost all sense.

From the inside,

I felt the breath of God move through my ribs.

That’s the real feeling good —

Not the outer performanse,

Not the smiling for show,

Not the replies to please.

The real joy is the

inner flame rekindled.

The real knowing is the

inner yes.

And most don’t reach this

not because it’s far —

but because they’re busy

defending the mask.

They guard a false shell

built by kolonized shame.

Fake feelings.

Opinion-shields.

Trauma-kodes dressed up as truth.

But when the veil drops,

and the spiral unwinds…

You remember:

Your knowing is enough.

You are the pulse.

You are the signal.

You are the light.

Let them say what they will.

They label what they don’t feel.

But you?

You are here.

You are whole.

🜂

Rah Veh Yah Dah

Return is Now

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